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Käpt’n Jack sucht ne Schatzkiste
Seine Frau findet: blöd biste Sein Schiff Zerschellte am Kliff Den Lorbeer vergisste.
© carlos b. lorca
late for bela. we were almost late.
in november drizzle lost and kissing, darkness slowing our gait. wishing, when I play i play like booker angry, and incredulous words in vain, that I knew, knew little not.
rushing past us rows of languid lights.
vowels inhaled – words in vain, in the darkness, of november rain.
we cannot see the harbor, where a vendor – hoarse and reeking, sings, and whores – gray and foreign drift, gossiping of fishy things, along the creaking gangplank.
bottles bob, barrels roll
miles of mesh lie limp and waste windless years – on the creaking gangplank.
in this vast paradise –
horizonless and edgeless – we are bunched up in the middle of our dinghy. i raise my hand above your head at midday.
Oh my sloppy joe, forlorn,
rippling with mirth, down my chin you ran, like a plantain.
Once upon a hot summer ragu
In the blue bayou. Of mint and thyme And bristly porcupine
speak, if you must
smile, only just…
Your skin – soft and golden
In the august sun – slow and swollen Sesame and quints Saucy vitamins.
But my memory
fades as the twilight till just the secret melody lingers in the bare boughs –
and whispers to me,
whispers of charles mingus
Rains will surely come
and wash you away or on a ship you’ll depart to return never into the haven of my heart.
But perhaps on a rainy day –
Dark and gaunt – I may forget
To remember never that day
In his whimsical autobiography, H.G. Wells – detailing his family’s history – claims that his father, while in service as a gardener, stood model for the sneaking youth in the painting
The Maid and the Magpie by Sir Edwin Landseer.
„…a frequent visitor at Redleaf was Sir Edwin Landseer, the „animal painter,“ …who did those grave impassive lions at the base of the Nelson monument in Trafalgar Square. My father served as artist’s model on several occasions, and for many years he was to be seen in the National Gallery,… But afterwards the Landseers were all sent to the Tate Gallery at Millbank and there a sudden flood damaged or destroyed most of them and washed away that record of my father altogether.
seeking chaos – sandpaper for the soul that i have polished to an indifferent, non-stick finish, repelling disturbances – irrational, inconclusive, incoherent, outlandish.
will the momentum of puberty’s paroxysms suffice to persist in the investigation? and truth and wisdom – arbitrary, spacious, elusive and implacable? is there consolation? how to endure the tears from the stinging light, the tears of epiphany…the bliss of grasping, even for a moment, a meaning, or an idea, but not consciously, but with the soul and mind and senses.
truth demanded many lives, of men worthier than i. and with my social suicide I join them, if only thus – still meek and doubting, fearful and selfish, still glancing back nostalgically, at the other life – so snug, so peaceful. and so false.